its so easy to lose sight of who you really are. i don’t even know who i am right now. i feel like a robot. when i get up in the morning it feels useless. i can’t even explain it. as if I’m getting up to go nowhere because it has become such a routine. everything is a blur and a mess and random strange thoughts about my past pop up out of nowhere constantly. nothing feels right anymore. i feel empty and lost and i need to move and start fresh and find myself again. i don’t know if I’ve ever truly known who i am though. its a mess. I’m a mess. no one sees it. but its there. my mind is a mess.